ill blog today nyny =]
hmm..ill blog random stuffz lyke thots and wutevers on my mind...

×five senses:
 - i could see wut im typing and i see my messy desk
 - i smell the fresh air
 - i could feel the night gentle breeze blowing towards my face
 - im listening to jay chow's slow songs..mann hes gooood. =]
 - i could taste the ice in my mouth..ahahz

× i juz noticed dat im prettie sensitive..ahahz..i didnt reallee noticed it.  i mean..my eyes would get watery very easily but i noe how to hold in my tears so yea.  unless its very strong or sumthin..den da tears would jus roll down my cheeks silently.  or maybe sensitive is not da ryte word...maybe emotional.

× i dont dink i can live widout music..ahhaz.

× u noe wut..today was hella hot...wellz at least in san leandro it was...i dislike hot days...makes me icky and sticky

× i hate mosquito bites!! omg..eerrrrr

× i wanna dye parts of my hair

× hmm..u'noe..i never eat a banana split before..hahaz

× sumtymes..i feel lyke im lost in dys world and dont noe where i belong..

× sumone once told me to live lyfe wid no worries or stress...i dont dink i can do dat.

× i needa return sum library books

× i need a new fone

× i feel lyke i want watermelon..hehehe.

× suddenly da song white flag is stuck in my head..

× hmm..wuts coming up..

× summers coming and i want a summer job..volunteer hours and travel =]

× oyea few nytes ago i dreamed of sumone got killed..it was prettie bloody and ugliee....and its not da first tyme i dreamed bout sumone died or got killed or sumone trying to kill sumone...lolx...why do i keep dreamin bout those?!

×i suddenly feel lyke wryting poems..ahhaz..iono y..but newaize..my back hurts

× i killed two flies today

× newaize imma go to sleep now =] and hope i dont dream of sumthin relate to death

UMMM..ITS BEEN A BUSY WEEK FOR ME...ERRR..SOYEA..

NEWAIZE..HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TOOOOO ____________!! =]

UR EITHER OLDER THAN ME....AS OLD AS ME....OR UR GONNA BE AS OLD AS ME..SO DONT LAUGH CUZ IM ONLY 17. =] LOL

for da first tyme in my lyfe..i feel lyke im tired/sick of it. aahas

happie birthday to ALL the ppls in may..including..annie..connie..qizhi..glenna..zany..jessica lee...and prescilla!! =]

oyea..guesz wut guesz wut..i found dys song dat i had longgg tyme ago..juz to match dys whole thing..ahahas.  newaize..i only wanted da words "im only 17" in it..LOL.

i was gonna update dys nex week so den it'll be exactly one month dat i havent update..ahahhaz..but i juz feel lyke i haveeee to say dys ryte now.

I hate homework.
i hate it i hate it i hate it. i have hella homeworks dys week..so much dat i actually cannot complete them all and i get soooooo tired of them. dyz week is da worst week of da year..datz wut i would say.  its da week wen i have alot of homeworks..for example..on tuesday..even tho i had a fieldtrip to UOP [[university of pacific]] dat day..i had 17 piece of homeworks to be completed by wednesday...OMG OMG OMG...and of kourse i did not complete them all cuz i juz could not. And becuz of dat..its ALSO da week where i get most zeros!! I AM TIRED OF ALL DYS. but im styll trying to hang on. =]

so many skoo stuffz are in my mind..i needa plan out da stuffs cuz tyme flies.  i needa worry bout SAT I & SAT II...AP test....apply summer job...and maybe summer music program/scholarships...semester projects...final exams...get some community service hours...along wid many other stuffs from shopping buying gifts to performances and parties. 

its getting to an end of april..and den MAY!! lolx.  ouuu may. ahahz.  and den june..den summertyme. =] den...ok nvm bac to homeworks..lolx.

im also tired of even trying to be nice anymore. im sorry i cant be like karen and be the super nice fairy princess! i can never tell the TRUTH and be nice at the same time.  mr kanu says that a person tells you the truth if they like you, they only lie to you if they hate you.

got dat from shirleys site. shirley shirley..i dont dink ur mean and im sure sum others agree wid me too. and i noe u lyke telling truths..which is a good thing! hmm as i dink bout it...its true dat sumtymes we can never tell da truth and be nyce at da same tyme...but hey..sumtymes we can!! lolx. i tell da truth and lie sumtymes..ahahaz..and yet ppls dink im nyce.  i never reallee realize how nyce i am until hella pplz tell me..LOL. being nyce is kinna easy..i dink..lolx. hmm i dink i heard mr. kanu said dat before..ahahz..in sum way its true..but in a way its not. lyke for example: ure best fwen lets u try sum food dat he/she cooks..and u dink it does not taste good..juz say sumthin lyke "umm..its ok..but i dink its kinna too sour" sumthin polite lyke dat..ahahaz.  a lil how-to-be-nyce lesson from me..=].  speaking of nyce..sumtymes i hate it.  i need sum mean lessons..lolx. wellz..maybe not mean lesson..i dont wanna be mean mean...but mayb not-so-nyce lessons..lolx. sum of ya noe exactly why!! ahahaz. no..frealz. stop telling me to slap pplz..lolx.

newaize..oopsies..i havent update for more than a month..lolx. but yea..here i am wryting dys.  mann my feet hurts..tired of walking so much yesterdae. ummm..mann i have homeworkssss. hmm..so waszup wid me? ummm..nuthin muchie..ahahaz.. friday..omgosh..i didnt study for dat history quiz..and i got 15/15..LOL..i was soo surprised..wells i got one wrong..there was da bonus thingee..so wutever. i was so happie..aahhaz. and i dink i ate sushi dat day.so i was so happie..lolx. saturday..woke up earlie for practice..grandmas house..hws and watched hella tv/movies and ate dinner there too. sunday..woke up earlie to go to cementary in piedmont..da view was nyce up there tho. den went to grandmas house and watch tv/movies and stuffs and ate dinner there again too. lolx. monday..allisons house..waited for jessica..gurlfwenz day. see i told u its nuthin muchie..ahhaz.

wuts coming up..hmm stuffs..lolx. omgg i have singing performance nex week i dink..lolx.  but mann besides dat.. i have to sing solo in front of my class..wut should i sing? lolx. oyea..i juz hope i dont laugh in da middle of a song or sumthin..lolx. wish me luck. ahahz.  hmm..lotza optional things for me to choose to do in summer..all i noe is i want a summer job..cuz i am broke..i styll o sum pplz money..lolx. den maybe dance camping or maybe not..den prolly china&hongkong wid family..wOohOo...i cant wait.

oyea..one more thing..omgg i am soo happie dat on friday mr. goodman said "o..to answer your question, go take something better..dont even bother taking french3 again."  yess..finally i have decided not to take french3 over again..ahahahz.